The Last 3 Months

I'm smiling my heart thru the lonely that stab my rib
I pretend that everything was going just fine
If only I may cry nor die in this sweet surrender
I'll screaming your name in this silence
The silence that who had be a fuckin best friend
...in the last 3 months

Apparently the wait not only takes patience but also courage
courage to stay strong as possible just for the vain
courage to wasting time on useless
courage to find nothing in the end
...in the last 3 months

Like a Phoenix that doesn't has burning flame no more
as a star that can't be shinning in the dark dawn
I found my faith faded into loath, a lot of loath
Eroded by the savage kind of time
in the sweet embrace of a promise, I still opted to stay
...in the last 3 months



(but now I choose The Lonely to hold my heart,
The Silence of The Lonely doesn't hurt me)

I know I can't Stay strong and keep moving!
but I think I just felt uncomfortable to be anything for anyone.
That's why I insist to be ALONE.